Saturday, September 29, 2012
Last blogged @ 6:39 AM
Hi Nabil Afiq,
I might be at Jb while you are reading this,but this is really from the bottom of the my heart since you said you need time to be alone.
Its very saddening that this is coming to an end. I feel so dumbfounded,pathetic and useless. For the past 5 months, trust me never once I regretted knowing you,never. You build my self confidence, my low self esteem and bring me happiness. You brought my life to a whole new chapter. Those times that we spent together, yes for sure i'm gonna miss that. But i really hope its not gonna end just like that. I can't bear to lose everything,i really can't. I need someone to at least guide me through the path that I'm going to afterwards. I lost everything i could for the best of myself, at least,stay. But if you really insist on taking a step back,i understand. I bet you really feel down to the core right now. I'm really really really sorry that it had to happened on your birthday,really. I feel really really bad towards you right now. I should have just listened to you, not to go on this outing and all,i really should. But, i guess i really deserve this afterall.
But nevertheless, i thank you for actually having the guts to come down and meet both my parents to settle this issue. I think other guys would be a coward doing that. & i feel so embarassed that in front of you,its where i kneeled down to my dad to seek forgiveness. i'm trying to look on the bright side here. My dad has quite a good impression of you,my mum too.she praised you alot to my dad. I'm sure if there's a soccer match he will call you up to come down, we could eat together with my mum, and even come over my house. But i'm sorry if you dont see any bright side towards it.i'm just trying to cheer ourselves up.
i promise my parents and you that i will quit smoking and drinking.
and since you will make an effort to quit smoking, i think i should too.
i'm truly really sorry for being rebellious yet you still endure my shitty activities and close one eye towards it.
Thank you for being patient,thank you for the times we had,my meals simply everything.
I didn't even had the chance to say goodbye,take care, be safe.
DONT FORGET TO HAVE YOUR MEALS.
This might sound corny but,
so now,my question is,
would you still.... be my close friend?
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:30 PM
bulu ketiak dier tk boleh angsssssssssssssssssssssssssss~he's still mine oteyyyyyy.hahahhahahaha.i'm bored.soi'm searching for vidssss.
i told ya its not gonna last long bby.*evil*
Last blogged @ 9:13 PM
been editing this filthy blog since yesterday and by accident,i pressed clear edits.-.-so,today found a new one again.anyways,cute per aku punyer kim hyun joong aku joget?!hahaha,*melts*
so,those pics were taken at the airport and marina barrage.there are still more but at dad's iphone.geeeeez.
anyway,my new maid cam alr and her name is mudiyati.classic or what the name?aha.and she's 27,not to mention her talk were so "pekat".i couldnt understand a thing.but she likes to laugh.hehs.
SO PPL,I'VE RESIGNED O-KAYYYY.HAHAAH*inside jokes*
dammit,11 nov have to go back to school.lazzzzyyyyyyyyyy.
anyways,sorry yuyu couldnt meet u at the last min coz i have to train the new maid mahhhhhh.lawls.tmr will be having 40 days kenduri arwah of my nyai.will be sleeping over there.
meeting the gila's parsis'.muahhaahaha.i'm out of words.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Last blogged @ 7:42 PM
maybe on second thought i shall not close down my blog.so,ppl who has been asking me not to,ur wish is granted(:
BBQ was awesome.hehs.pics will be uploaded soon alrighty!:D
bibik has gone home.sadded.new one will be coming soon.
meantime,i'm taking care of lil br0,PAID.coooool shittt.haha
gonna buy an oven soon,baking cupcakes with yuyu.:D
shasha and kakak,when u guys coming over to sleep at my house?^^
so many plans coming up.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Last blogged @ 7:24 PM
WONT BE UPDATING ANYMORE!GOODBYE BLOGGERS!:D
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Last blogged @ 2:49 AM
I GUESS THERE ARE JUST SOME PATHETIC PEOPLE READING AND CHECKING MY EVERY MOVE.AWWW,THATS SO SWEET:D .BUT I WOULD LIKE YOU PEOPLE TO TAKE A STEP BACK!MUACKS!
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:27 PM
birthday belated birthday was a blast.instead of heading to LAU PA SAT,it was celebrated at a chalet.:)do food,environment was beautiful.
secondly,i've not told my parents bout the BBQ and the results.-.-
MOM AGREED TO LET ME USE THE CREDIT CARD TO BUY THE TIX FOR SEOUL'D OUT!AWWW,ily mum!:D
am i lucky or what?
shasha and abg,lets get ready for it man!
but,its still a long way though.its on 12 dec at fort canning park.well,at least i got it right?!
anyway,tmr is amazing race.pathetic day ok.-___-
friday is parents meeting session and as well a bid-goodbye to my fellow friends.
today,ITS THE STREAMING YEAR MEETING OH SHIT!*ROLLS EYES*
bahhh,anyway.lets see how is it gg to be.
Naurah Izyan.17.Javanese.I'm real and fearless.
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