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Saturday, September 29, 2012
Last blogged @ 6:39 AM

Hi Nabil Afiq,

I might be at Jb while you are reading this,but this is really from the bottom of the my heart since you said you need time to be alone.


Its very saddening that this is coming to an end. I feel so dumbfounded,pathetic and useless. For the past 5 months, trust me never once I regretted knowing you,never. You build my self confidence, my low self esteem and  bring me happiness. You brought my life to a whole new chapter. Those times that we spent together, yes for sure i'm gonna miss that. But i really hope its not gonna end just like that. I can't bear to lose everything,i really can't. I need someone to at least guide me through the path that I'm going to afterwards. I lost everything i could for the best of myself, at least,stay. But if you really insist on taking a step back,i understand. I bet you really feel down to the core right now. I'm really really really sorry that it had to happened on your birthday,really. I feel really really bad towards you right now. I should have just listened to you, not to go on this outing and all,i really should. But, i guess i really deserve this afterall.

But nevertheless, i thank you for actually having the guts to come down and meet both my parents to settle this issue. I think other guys would be a coward doing that. & i feel so embarassed that in front of you,its where i kneeled down to my dad to seek forgiveness. i'm trying to look on the bright side here. My dad has quite a good impression of you,my mum too.she praised you alot to my dad. I'm sure if there's a soccer match he will call you up to come down, we could eat together with my mum, and even come over my house. But i'm sorry if you dont see any bright side towards it.i'm just trying to cheer ourselves up.


after this,

i promise my parents and you that i will quit smoking and drinking.
and since you will make an effort to quit smoking, i think i should too.
i'm truly really sorry for being rebellious yet you still endure my shitty activities and close one eye towards it.

Thank you for being patient,thank you for the times we had,my meals simply everything.

I didn't even had the chance to say goodbye,take care, be safe.
DONT FORGET TO HAVE YOUR MEALS.


This might sound corny but,
so now,my question is,


would you still.... be my close friend?
Much Misses,
XOXO.



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